That's So Hazey Mac

To The Modern Day Woman

2010-05-30T19:43:00.000-07:00

*breathes, stretches, shakes, lets it go*

aww buddy. . its been a minute. How yall been? What’s new? For those who have kids, how are they? Haven’t rapped with you guys in a loooooong time. I just been somewhere collecting my thoughts. Making sure I was sure of what I thought I was sure of. But yeah. Its definitely good to be back. Felt like the break was a nice one for real. Lol look at me, stalling. Without further ado. Here’s my blog. The Psychoanalysis of the Modern Day Woman.

Of course we know its 2010. A lot of things have changed over the years. Things aren’t as easy as it was back then. In those days, all you had to do was get a girl a pack of nowalaters and pass her a note “do you like me? Check 1[ ]yes [ ]no” lol. But in today’s time, it’s a whole different ball game. Nowadays, females want a man that can support her and her kids. Also, female come with a lot of baggage from recent relationships. Not saying its ok for females to use this as an excuse because the past is the past and we cant be held accountable for what has happened. At the same time, I’m not saying don’t have your guard up. Because nobody wants to be hurt, its not a good feeling. Women need to realize today that not everybody is out here to hurt you and there’s actually some good men. “He was so good to me in the beginning but when we got in a relationship, things changed”. I hear that so much, its kills me. That just goes to show that you jumped in the relationship too soon. Start off as friends first then work your way up to a relationship. You don’t necessarily have to say “I love you” as soon as yall get together. If you don’t feel it, don’t rush it. Then there’s the females that expect the guy to be perfect. These females are the ones that get hurt the most because they expect/want so much but end up disappointed when they don’t find it in that guy. You will know these females by the following signs. 1) Constant negative updates in facebook/myspace statuses. 2)Always bitter. 3) Angry indirect tweets. 4) The quoting of angry/sad song lyrics. These females tend to over react to every minor issue or discrepancy. They also tend to shut the person they have feeling for out but still complain. When in actuality all they need to do is set aside their pride and talk to that person to work out that issue. To bring up a point I made recently in this post, females who have emotional baggage from the past. I often hear females say “its not my fault, I been hurt before and I’m afraid this is going down the same path. The truth is. . EVERYBODY BEEN HURT BEFORE! Lol unless you’re like some super human or you live in a perfect world where pain doesn’t exist. So don’t let that be a crutch on why you do the things you do. Because if that was the case, if we did things because of our past, I’m pretty sure there would be much worst things us men could do. *wipes the sweat from my forehead* whoo this is getting intense lol. But on a serious note, ladies, never make a man your everything because when he leaves, you’re left with nothing. And that’s a terrible feeling and trust me I would know because I’m speaking from experience. Every female is beautiful in their own way. You don’t have to be in a bad relationship. I often hear females say “I love him too much to let him go”. If you love somebody and they hurt you, then they don’t love you and you don’t love yourself. You have to realize that your number 1 priority is you. Its ok to be in a relationship and commit yourself to it. Just as long as that relationship is worth it. Three things a man owe a female in a relationship. Love, trust and respect. Material things are a bonus, not a standard. Hopefully this blog changes a young lady. Give her a new perspective about herself and relationships. Welp till the next time my heart spring a leak. (in my jay-z voice) ITS YA BOY!!! –logs off

my perfect woman =]

2010-02-15T18:44:00.000-08:00

wow. . aint blogged in a minute lol.

good morning, good evening, good night =]

hows life? whats new t the job? finally had that kid yet? lol

im so goofy. . enough of the formalities. I'm here to answer a popular question.

"So Mr. Thomas. . what is your idea of the perfect woman?" lol

KERI HILSON, KERI HILSON, KERI HILSON, KERI HILSON

lol sike naw I'm jokin. but just in case Keri reads this or some that know her does.

KERI HILSON I REALLY DO LOVE YOU AND I WOULD LOVE TO BE YA MAN!!!

now since that's out the way, lemme just say that i am not perfect lol. like really.

i got 99 problems and a chick aint one. like really i have a lot of issues to work with and im far from perfect.

like really i got sucky communication issues. and at times thats a huge down fall for the kid, ya know?

omg I'm also spoiled lol. like i want everything my way. but i know the art of compromise, so im not impossible.

but on some true real shit. . i really dont ask much in a female for real.

i want a chick that's gonna be cool with what i do. like im a pothead and i dont want a chick thats gonna down me all the time for smokin weed, ya know? like she dont have to smoke. . but just respect what i do.

KERI, IF YOU'RE STILL READING THIS, I WANT YOU TO KNOW I LOVE YOU =]

but really. i want a chick that's mature. . with a sense of humor. basically knows when to be serious and when so joke.

i also want a chick that's a go getter. like she doesnt rely on me for nothing but is able to play the grown woman role. cause nobody like gold diggers lol. at the same time, i want her able to make time for her man fo real.

i'd also appreciate if she was a music lover. . cause i love music. its like cake for the ears for real lol.

the biggest thing im looking for is a chick that respects herself. Meaning she takes care of herself and takes care of herself. like she gotta have the confidence to be herself and not the images the media depicts today.

i want a smart chick tho. because sex is cool and all. . but from time to time i like to converse about important things.

and last but not least. . a chick that's completely honest. about any and everything. because it's hard to trust people nowadays. like crazy people are made. . not born. and that's one of the ways to make somebody crazy for real. all those lies become some type of reality world for them and they forget they live on earth lol.

KERI IF YOU'RE DONE READING THIS, I REALLY REALLY LOVE THO LOL.

welp this concludes another blog. maybe the one im destined to be with is reading this, maybe not.

but until then BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE lol

Pardon My Thoughts, But. .

2010-01-21T08:26:00.001-08:00

Ok so it’s like 1:16 am, January 21, 2010 and I’m just laying here, wide awoke.
One of the things that are going through my mind is my race.
For one, I hate the term “African American” because it’s inaccurate.
I say this because it’s a scientific fact the over time blood line dilutes and begins a new cycle.
Therefore, most of the black people in today’s America are just Black Americans.
With that said, I want to give my view on us as a people.
First of I want to say we are an amazing race. We made so many contributions to this country and we came so far from where we started.
But it’s like we’re still basic. We still maintain that slave mentality. For one we always attack each other. Always at each other’s throats. Like seriously, other races look out for each other and help each other. The Chinese people always look out for each other in the hoods. The Latinos stay together. Shit there is like 4 generations in one house. I’m not saying they’re perfect. I’m just saying we need to be a little bit more together like our ancestors. Instead of knocking each other, we need to build each other up and look out for one another. I bet yall didn’t know that hip-hop/rap was the only genre that actually does beef. People in rock and country don’t make diss songs. They do songs together and get money. So why must we constantly attack each other? Why must we be so quick to judge somebody because their opinion or lifestyle is different from what we think? Honestly it all just needs to stop. I know I can’t change the world with my blogs, but if I can help at least one person see then this blog is not in vain.

Me and My preference of light skin girls

2010-01-19T13:18:00.001-08:00

alright so like i catch mad head cause i love light skin girls

i mean dog, how can you get mad at what i like?

that's like getting mad because i like frosted flakes.

or cause i like reese's cups but not hershy bars.

like really? i dont even know why I'm typing this blog lol.

But seriously, my first crush I ever had, was white.

And this was way back when in kindergarten.

Like most of my upbringing I was around light skin people.

And truth be told, light skin girls act different from darker girls.

That's right, it's like a whole new species for real.

And plus. . I'm light skin lol.

So of course I'm going to be attracted to my own kind.

But I really don't understand why people get mad when I say I prefer light skin chicks.

Like dog, really? You're gonna get me at me cause of what I prefer?

But all in all, even thought I PREFER light skin females,

I will talk to any female as long as she cool and not crazy.

Welp that concludes another blog. Thanks for reading

- Hazey Mac

The Atonement if Kevin Thomas

2010-01-19T12:55:00.000-08:00

Before I write this blog, i want to thank everybody who reads these blogs.
Like really, i really really appreciate yall taking time out yall day to pick my brain.

Who am I? I am who I desire to be and what the higher power's will is for me to be.
I am the pink sheep of my family. The one who prays at night to be normal.
Determined to be everything that distinguishes me from the rest of humanity.
I am an Aries, rude, nonchalant, happy go lucky, optimistic and weird individual.
Like really, who says half the shit i say? Who does half the shit i do?
My friends call me a weirdo. .because i have this fatal disease, its terrible.
Its called "leap before u look" syndrome. It's a killer, it really is.
As far as connections with other humans, its kinda hard for me.
But females is another story. Like its really hard for me to have relationships with girls.Because 1 I didnt have the best relationship with my mother. It was kinda rocky and difficult in the beginning.
They say if you have a bad relationship with your mom, nine times outta ten you'll have relationship problems.
Another reason is because when I fell in love for the first time, I was dumb young, like 14.
And at that age, I didnt even know who i truly was, let alone what love really is.
When things didnt work out the way i wanted it to, I took it as a pretty hard lost.
So I promised myself I would do everything I can to make sure I never felt that pain again.
So in actuality I subconsciously do things to push people away for avoid being hurt or taking a loss.
I mean other niggas, i can talk to, have a friendship with whatever and that's not a problem.
( lmao wow at me just realizing this) But yeah, I have relationship anxiety.
But don't get it twisted. I'm the most loyal, trustworthy, loving compassionate friend you could ever have.
I'm a good person at heart but just like everybody else, I tend to make a few mistakes . . or just fuck up a lot.

on to the next one. . .

2009-12-30T08:25:00.000-08:00

"hov on that new shit, niggas like how come?
wanna hear my old shit, by my old albums" - Jay-Z

i figured that was the perfect way to start off a ending blog.
its about to be 2010. . aka 2kWIN. so this a good way to cap it off.
not gonna be long and bore you guys with insignificant details.
remember, every new year brings a new chance.
so all the l's u took year are invalid. its time for a come up.
if u havent let go any childish habits, let em die in 09.
get ya grown man/woman up and let ya hustle work for u.
let this year's mistakes be next year lessons, yedig?

God bless, have a blast on new years eve. . see ya in 2010!!

this is like a splash of two blogs. . lol

2009-12-29T10:42:00.000-08:00

so like yeah. . good morning, good evening, good night.

whenever ur reading this good whatever lol.

so its like December 29, 2009.

the last tuesday in of the year.

its been a pretty long run. nice year. . very memerable.

the year i became a sailor and met mad cool people.

its been a ok year for hip hop. .things was copestetic for real. nice and easy.

i mean nothing i can really say for real.

good by 09 and hello 2010. . aka. . 2kwin =]

southern females vs upnorth females.

jeez where to start? lol aww man.

ok before i do this, im not being a reginonist. .this may not apply all the time. .

but yeah... for one, southern girls and northern girls handle things wayyyy differently.

northern girls go the cool calm way. . the quick and precise way n shit.

southern girls are loud and ghetto about it. . draggin shit out. turning it into somethin huge when it dont need to be that big.

then again, southern girls are more down to earth. . more chill.

northern girls be kinda stuck up and snoody.

and damn. . southern girls can cooooook and mad thick too.

northern girls be hip to all the latest fashion and the language

damn. . i could go on and on. . but when it all falls down. .

NORTHERN GIRLS > southern girls.

thank you, thank you, thank you for takin your time

to read another blog by Hazey Mac =]

till my soul decides to vomit again ADIOS!!

BLING BLOW WOW!!!!

2009-12-04T13:11:00.000-08:00

alright. good morning, good afternoon, good night.
i said all of that because i d know when you are reading this lol.
its been a minute. how are you? hows the wife/husband? hows the kids?
alright. why did i post this video? because i can relate to this.

the only part i can't relate to is the whole "God is a women statement"

but in actuality if you watch this video, he actually does make sense.

nowadays people are so quick to judge something if they can't relate to it.

my thing is that people is different in various ways and we should learn to accept that.

now. with that being said, i think im perfect :) (sounds of skepticism splashes)

why am i perfect? because i accept me for who i am and i'm comfortable with me.

the rude, nonchalant, egotistical, cocky, highly opinionated, communication challenged

mixed breed that i have been for 20 whole years :)

i mean truth be told, i suck communication wise. i guess that's why i love music so much.

its easier to relate to humanity through music.

but nowadays its kinda hard to relate to people when all they know is lil wayne, gucci mane and nicki minaj.

like how do you relate to that empty headedness? lol

but yeah. . .i know yall like "damn why this guy keep babbling on and on? shut the fuck up. sheesh!) lol

excuse me for wanting to kick some knowledge into the world.

but yeah. all jokes aside. ppl are slaves to the media.

we need to break that because its unhealthy.

i used to be a slave to the media but luckily i had to quit music for 2 months.

it made me realize that im still a person without music and i dont need music to dictate who i am.

i just hope everybody else reads this and realize it.

welp until its time for a mental ejaculation, i holla. . ADIOS!!!!

just rambling about the opposite sex =]

2009-11-16T16:31:00.001-08:00

Ok before I begin, I just wanna say this blog was typed off my sidekick.
Soooo yeah, whatever. Uhmmm bling blow wow!
Sup? How you readers doing? How's the wife/husband?
Kids doing ok in school? Great, totally awesome.
Sooooo yeah, I got an interesting subject to spazz on.
Ready? U sure? Alright (takes a deep breath)
I, Kevin "Haze -A- Million" Thomas do not respect bitches.
(Listens to all the "wtf" and "wow") well I don't.
I mean how can I? They don't even respect themselves.
No self respecting female calls herself a bitch nor allow others to do it.
Shout out to the females that carry themselves with dignity
And class. That's a real turn on.
But seriously, how is a guy supposed to respect somebody
That has nothing to offer but sexual talent?
If you respect, you have to demand it.
I'd be damn if I respect some smut lol
But yeah. Females, don't strive to be like Nicki Minaj
Or any other female on tv tdoay. Strive to be better.
As I close out, remember. A man can't degrade you if your a bitch. Because you done it to yourself already!

Welp till my soul needs to take another piss. . .ADIOS

the evils of the internet =]

2009-11-10T13:39:00.000-08:00

*ahem*. well jeez, where do i start?

first of all i just wanna say, how awesome it is to be back.

i mean really, i missed you guys, i really did.

i just needed a break from the internet.

its crazy on here, man. you gotta hide your keyboards nowadays! lol.

people are amazing creatures. very adaptive too.

it's like whatever they can't find in real life, they gfet it on the internet.

me personally, i never been the type to call somebody "wifey, brother, sister, cousin" over the internet.

because i have all those in real life lol.

then like people decide to be "cool" over the internet. like seriously? your coolness is only limited to the computer?

that's not really cool, that's actually kinda lame lol.

i honestly can't see how people actually sit and "beef" on the web. (myspace, youtube, yahoo, twitter, etc)

it's actually moronic.

ooooooooh i get it. people do it because its safer to argue with people that lives 08059809582095830925825 miles away, rather than do it in real life.

(slaps forehead) why i didnt figure this out before? smh. but yeah. humans are cool.

just need to be less evil lol.

till next time my soul feel like vomiting . . . ADIOS!!!!!

back for a vent session.

2009-11-03T16:21:00.000-08:00

*ahem* sorry i been gone for a minute. had some legal shit to battle with my alter-ego.

everybody wanna be a primidona nowadays smh. but yeah im back. mentally and physically!

first off, i would like to say to the ladies, sorry. the only 5 star im interested in is hotels and restaurants. haha. meaning i really dont find it attractive when chicks compare themselves to mainstream chicks knowing they can't keep up with a mainstream chick. (breathes deeply) now, since thats off my chest. i wanna spazz on a few other things. so like. yeah. meow meow meow meow. ok i got it now lol. sorry for the meow's. i was just trynna get my mind in perspective. so like i have a few flaws. like im super d duper blunt. thats not always good. why? because it causes a chain of not fun events. for example. lets say i wanna cheat. i cant hide it because hiding requires lying. and like lying is against my religion lol. oh yeah. imma stop saying "imma call u right right back" cause 9 times outta 10 im not gonna do it. so now imma say "imma call u back eventually in this lifetime". see? cant go wrong with that, now can i? finally id like to address my sex appeal (if i have any lol). time for another quote from my twin, charles hamilton. " i dont think im all that attractive, but i look good to my satisfaction" :) so yeah if u think i look sexy, cute, good etc thank u and im glad i can be some type of visual enjoyment =]. if im not, then tell me once and keep it movin (shrugs) i mean according to myspace, im a nice looking guy lol. so yeah. that's it for now. dont wanna ramble u guys to death lol. so uhmm till the next time my soul needs to ejaculate. ADIOS!!

roses and revenge. .

2009-10-29T15:30:00.000-07:00

alright. so like. by popular demand. i was asks to speak on love.

lol im sorry its hard to do this seriously but yea ok here i go

ahem. lmao wtf. .ok ok ok . . so yeah. . im really gonna go in.

have u ever met a person, that like easily fall in love? i mean like full blast too.

they type of guy that give the chick the last name like a day after they start dating?

or a chick that rocks the last name after like 2 days after days after they start dating?

i mean im not tryna come off as a hater. but its like. . our generation fall in love mad quick.

like they fall head over heels and and makes that person their whole life. its wild.

i know imma catch mad heat for this. "haze u sound mad salty g." or "this nigga hatin and shit"

i mean i must speakin off the top of the dome for real -kanye shrugs-. then when that couple fall out,

they wanna go on this whole "fuck niggas/bitches, they aint shit" movement. which is quite not fair cause

u cant hold the whole gender accountable for that one person. but yeah i believe love exist. its like a rose.

its a beautiful thing to have but very hard to take care of and can come with so much pain. like on some real shit if people fell in like first, when they fall in love, things would go a lot more smoother. but yeah. thats all i have to say on that topic. im getting kinda tired of typin lol. so yeah. .until the next post. . ADIOS!!! :)

im just sayin tho. .

2009-10-28T17:35:00.000-07:00

"if i watch porn, then they say im a perve/ if i flirt, they say i way

with the words. can i not be the bad guy?" -Charels Hamilton

alright so if ur not familiar with this guy, this is charles hamilton.

i know yall like "who is this guy? why is he being mentioned?"

cause like this is my twin and he dont know it. got it? that was too fast? damn. sucks for u. moving on. so like u ever realized,

when we into a certain person, they're the greatest person ever?

but then when they do us wrong all of a sudden they're "ugly, lame, swaggless, a bitch" lmao like wow. on jay-z's song "lucky me", in the beginning he starts out "how can a nigga hate a nigga he never even met, dont even know?". that echoes in my head everyday. it makes me wonder. like people be like damn haze. . u good? u straight? im fucking lovely . . lol. . like im as awesome as im gonna get. even though i do believe in ghosts and aliens lol.

oh yeah i know what i wanted to talk about. . everything before this statement was just . . inteligent rambling lol sorry. but yeah. i wanna go i non the concept of marriage. i believe in marriage of the minds. the soul, the heart. but i dont belive in what you humans call "marriage". to me, nowadays, people see marriage as a meal ticket or an excuse. when people get "legally" married, people change physically and emotionally. now aint that a bitch? lol. but i do belive in union because of love. just like i believe in God. but why do i have to be in a certain building to worship him? on that note. i would like to thank the devil. ( watches him walk up to the stage and accept his award ). i mean seriously, without him, there wouldn't be a need for blessing. ( uh oh, watches the christains rush in lol)*ahem* but yeah. . im sorta kinda done. just wanted to let yall know a few more thoughts and opinions i had formulated. oh yeah. im in the midsts of writing rock songs. so yeah be on the look for that. welp. i said all i have to say right now. . so yeah ADIOS!!!!

reconciliation

2009-10-23T08:57:00.000-07:00

ladies and gentlemen, meet my dad.

yes this is the other participant of the team that gave me life.

we look alike? huh?.

oddly, even tho he wasn't in my life.

he still taught me a few life lessons.

taught me what it means to be a real man.

inspired me to be a better father.

even inspired me to be a better sailor lol.

but honestly, i had so much anger and hostility towards this guy before i met him.

then we met.

its funny cause he never knew me as a child.

but now he gets the blessing to know me as a man. (that's right i said it lol)

so honestly, I'm not even mad anymore.

i met him, got the questions i wanted answered.

now i can move on forward with my life .

and pursue my dreams and goals.

welp thats all for this post.

till our souls meet again mi amigos.

ADIOS!!!!

lol. . . i think they call this. . venting?

2009-10-22T16:58:00.000-07:00

wow. . lol. first off. i just wanna thank God for giving me the breath and the mindset to even post this blog.

like wow. im actually excited to write this because it could have been another way. but he allowed me to do this.

honestly, i believe in re-incarnation. like i honestly think i had a past life. because when i was younger i was ahead of me time. my body hasn't caught up with my mind yet. but this blog is going outside the box. because

i actually had a conversation with tupac. i know yall like "wow is this guy serious?" lol yes. yes i am. it was rather interesting tho. because i really wasnt a big fan of pac. but he spoke on some true shit tho. like he was cool that i didnt think he was the best. he told me he wasnt tryn to be the best. he just wanted to make music to help niggas cope with everyday life. he made music for the hood, not the money. he was a real cool dude. i enjoy our convo. matter of fact, he told me he wanted to work wit me on a track. one to the next one. lol. im trying to relinquish some old habits. its rather hard lol. despite the reason for my habits, i really need to let them go. like i cant let people hinder me as an artist or as a person. lately, i been my only hinderence. the only thing thats stopping kevin thomas from growins, is haze a million. lol wow did i just really do that? lol anways. everyday is an epic struggle between the artist and me and my moral standards. thats why everything i do is so precious cause i go against all odds and actually post it. i never second guess anything because i feel as tho thats robbing me of the raw passion my artistic vision. ( takes a deep breath ) but yeah. i rambled on enough. till next times our souls depart and connect. ITS YA BOY!!!! hahahaha

sorta kinda spazzin

2009-10-18T15:17:00.000-07:00

so like. . its about ( looks at my watch) 5:56pm right now. like really im just goin off the top with this post.
i feel pretty good in life right now. .like im 20, no kids, in the navy and life is cool. i mean i just lost my momz (figuretifly speakin acourse). so does that make me an orphan? (lol). but seriously... i been really contemplating.
and like wow. i just have so many thoughts and ideas nobody will understand. im not saying God doesn't exist. but i be wondering, when i pray, who do i actually pray to? like who hears my prayers? but i do believe in God.
i mean there gotta be somebody up there lookin out for me cause i shoulda been dead a while ago. ok now we off that (drake voice haha). but uhh im tryna teeder todder my personal space and relationships with women. i mean, how can u love somebody when that somebody dont love themselves? i do the best i can tho. everybody deserves a shot at respect. i mean i do what i can to be a good man. they say the best teacher in life is mistakes. if u cant learn from ur mistakes, ur doomed to make em again. ahem. but uhh yeah. . like i said. im doin alotta balance right now. like im tryna balance between being Haze -A- Million and Kevin Thomas (i know yall like this guy a skitzo). but uhmm right now i just got a alotta things goin on, ya know.
but all in all i think in the end it will be worth it. . . shwam!

Man In The Mirror

2009-10-11T08:47:00.000-07:00

I always told myself never stray from the foundation

but now I became the very thing I found myself hatin

over the years, I made so much progress

but at the same time, it feels like I regressed

u know it's funny cause when we was kids, I used to pretend to be a hero

I guess now I replaced that with my alter ego

I been so busy getting caught in the hype and the fame

that I don't even answer to my own damn name

but dog, can u blame me? I'm only human

I'm pretty sure if u could've, you'd probably do it

it's funny cause I keep staring at the reflection

but no matter how hard I try, I have no recollection

of the person that's staring me dead into my pupils

like dog, this aint the same guy that I'm used to

but I know what to do, I just gotta do it

but it's kinda hard when I can't find the blueprint

I always told myself, that I'd grow and evolve

but I didn't think compromising who I was would be involved

all I know is that as long as I can breathe, I promise

I'm gonna find and get back to the old Kevin Thomas

forbidden lovin. .

2009-10-07T18:45:00.000-07:00

it's funny how one event can set off some more.
we went from watching movie to sexin on the floor
lights on, everybody awoke and ya panties to the side
you moanin my name, bitin my neck while im inside.
on top of me with ya hands my chest grippin me tightly
u screamin give it to me harder, im screamin mami bite me
change positions, im on top with ya legs on my shoulders
u tellin me how good it is, im tellin u i been told ya
a few hours past and me and u still at it
im tryna beat that pussy like its a bad habit
ya cell phone ringnin but u keep pressin ignore
he keeps callin and callin while u screamin give me more
once was a church boy but u got the kid sinnin
pussy so wet, got me feelin like im swimmin
u whisperin in my ear "dont stop, im bout to cum"
kissin u deeply while im beatin ya pussy like a drum. .
faster strokes as ya legs start to quiver .
givin it to u so good, u feel it in ya liver
minus the count down launch like a shuttle
after we done, u kiss me and say "i love you" . .

to be continued. . .round 2 :)

My Promise. .

2009-09-30T16:10:00.001-07:00

love's a battlefield but she got me out my armor
told her i'd never hurt her and i always kept my promise
situation gettin heated, what am i gonna do?
if i can't save myself, how imma save u?
i know i can't rewind the hands of time
but just wish we can get back to that state of mind
take it back to around about 2004
to the first time i ever seen u walk in the door
i never did believe in love at first sight
but truth be told, i fell in love wit u that night
i didnt know it cause i was too busy thuggin
never gave me the time of day cause i was always buggin
some how i ended up on ya bed havin a serious convo
that kiss on the cheek felt better than any sex i had before
now time passed, we drifted apart and thats history
i get excited when u send me a txt sayin u missin me
real rap, i want u to know that u had me from the start
from the first time u spoke to me, u had my heart
2 things in this world i belive in one is death before this honest
number two is that u'll always be mrs. thomas <3