Pardon My Thoughts, But. .

Ok so it’s like 1:16 am, January 21, 2010 and I’m just laying here, wide awoke.
One of the things that are going through my mind is my race.
For one, I hate the term “African American” because it’s inaccurate.
I say this because it’s a scientific fact the over time blood line dilutes and begins a new cycle.
Therefore, most of the black people in today’s America are just Black Americans.
With that said, I want to give my view on us as a people.
First of I want to say we are an amazing race. We made so many contributions to this country and we came so far from where we started.
But it’s like we’re still basic. We still maintain that slave mentality. For one we always attack each other. Always at each other’s throats. Like seriously, other races look out for each other and help each other. The Chinese people always look out for each other in the hoods. The Latinos stay together. Shit there is like 4 generations in one house. I’m not saying they’re perfect. I’m just saying we need to be a little bit more together like our ancestors. Instead of knocking each other, we need to build each other up and look out for one another. I bet yall didn’t know that hip-hop/rap was the only genre that actually does beef. People in rock and country don’t make diss songs. They do songs together and get money. So why must we constantly attack each other? Why must we be so quick to judge somebody because their opinion or lifestyle is different from what we think? Honestly it all just needs to stop. I know I can’t change the world with my blogs, but if I can help at least one person see then this blog is not in vain.

Me and My preference of light skin girls

alright so like i catch mad head cause i love light skin girls

i mean dog, how can you get mad at what i like?

that's like getting mad because i like frosted flakes.

or cause i like reese's cups but not hershy bars.

like really? i dont even know why I'm typing this blog lol.

But seriously, my first crush I ever had, was white.

And  this was way back when in kindergarten.

Like most of my upbringing I was around light skin people.

And truth be told, light skin girls act different from darker girls.

That's right, it's like a whole new species for real.

And plus. . I'm light skin lol.

So of course I'm going to be attracted to my own kind.

But I really don't understand why people get mad when I say I prefer light skin chicks.

Like dog, really? You're gonna get me at me cause of what I prefer?

But all in all, even thought I PREFER light skin females,

I will talk to any female as long as she cool and not crazy.

Welp that concludes another blog. Thanks for reading

- Hazey Mac

The Atonement if Kevin Thomas

Before I write this blog, i want to thank everybody who reads these blogs.
Like really, i really really appreciate yall taking time out yall day to pick my brain.

Who am I? I am who I desire to be and what the higher power's will is for me to be.
I am the pink sheep of my family. The one who prays at night to be normal.
Determined to be everything that distinguishes me from the rest of humanity.
I am an Aries, rude, nonchalant, happy go lucky, optimistic and weird individual.
Like really, who says half the shit i say? Who does half the shit i do?
My friends call me a weirdo. .because i have this fatal disease, its terrible.
Its called "leap before u look" syndrome. It's a killer, it really is.
As far as connections with other humans, its kinda hard for me.
But females is another story. Like its really hard for me to have relationships with girls.Because 1 I didnt have the best relationship with my mother. It was kinda rocky and difficult in the beginning.
They say if you have a bad relationship with your mom, nine times outta ten you'll have relationship problems.
Another reason is because when I fell in love for the first time, I was dumb young, like 14.
And at that age, I didnt even know who i truly was, let alone what love really is.
When things didnt work out the way i wanted it to, I took it as a pretty hard lost.
So I promised myself I would do everything I can to make sure I never felt that pain again.
So in actuality I subconsciously do things to push people away for avoid being hurt or taking a loss.
I mean other niggas, i can talk to, have a friendship with whatever and that's not a problem.
( lmao wow at me just realizing this) But yeah, I have relationship anxiety.
But don't get it twisted. I'm the most loyal, trustworthy, loving compassionate friend you could ever have.
I'm a  good person at heart but just like everybody else, I tend to make a few mistakes . . or just fuck up a lot.