To The Modern Day Woman

*breathes, stretches, shakes, lets it go*

aww buddy. . its been a minute. How yall been? What’s new? For those who have kids, how are they? Haven’t rapped with you guys in a loooooong time. I just been somewhere collecting my thoughts. Making sure I was sure of what I thought I was sure of. But yeah. Its definitely good to be back. Felt like the break was a nice one for real. Lol look at me, stalling. Without further ado. Here’s my blog. The Psychoanalysis of the Modern Day Woman.

Of course we know its 2010. A lot of things have changed over the years. Things aren’t as easy as it was back then. In those days, all you had to do was get a girl a pack of nowalaters and pass her a note “do you like me? Check 1[ ]yes [ ]no” lol. But in today’s time, it’s a whole different ball game. Nowadays, females want a man that can support her and her kids. Also, female come with a lot of baggage from recent relationships. Not saying its ok for females to use this as an excuse because the past is the past and we cant be held accountable for what has happened. At the same time, I’m not saying don’t have your guard up. Because nobody wants to be hurt, its not a good feeling. Women need to realize today that not everybody is out here to hurt you and there’s actually some good men. “He was so good to me in the beginning but when we got in a relationship, things changed”. I hear that so much, its kills me. That just goes to show that you jumped in the relationship too soon. Start off as friends first then work your way up to a relationship. You don’t necessarily have to say “I love you” as soon as yall get together. If you don’t feel it, don’t rush it. Then there’s the females that expect the guy to be perfect. These females are the ones that get hurt the most because they expect/want so much but end up disappointed when they don’t find it in that guy. You will know these females by the following signs. 1) Constant negative updates in facebook/myspace statuses. 2)Always bitter. 3) Angry indirect tweets. 4) The quoting of angry/sad song lyrics. These females tend to over react to every minor issue or discrepancy. They also tend to shut the person they have feeling for out but still complain. When in actuality all they need to do is set aside their pride and talk to that person to work out that issue. To bring up a point I made recently in this post, females who have emotional baggage from the past. I often hear females say “its not my fault, I been hurt before and I’m afraid this is going down the same path. The truth is. . EVERYBODY BEEN HURT BEFORE! Lol unless you’re like some super human or you live in a perfect world where pain doesn’t exist. So don’t let that be a crutch on why you do the things you do. Because if that was the case, if we did things because of our past, I’m pretty sure there would be much worst things us men could do. *wipes the sweat from my forehead* whoo this is getting intense lol. But on a serious note, ladies, never make a man your everything because when he leaves, you’re left with nothing. And that’s a terrible feeling and trust me I would know because I’m speaking from experience. Every female is beautiful in their own way. You don’t have to be in a bad relationship. I often hear females say “I love him too much to let him go”. If you love somebody and they hurt you, then they don’t love you and you don’t love yourself. You have to realize that your number 1 priority is you. Its ok to be in a relationship and commit yourself to it. Just as long as that relationship is worth it. Three things a man owe a female in a relationship. Love, trust and respect. Material things are a bonus, not a standard. Hopefully this blog changes a young lady. Give her a new perspective about herself and relationships. Welp till the next time my heart spring a leak. (in my jay-z voice) ITS YA BOY!!! –logs off

my perfect woman =]

wow. . aint blogged in a minute lol.

good morning, good evening, good night =]

hows life? whats new t the job? finally had that kid yet? lol

im so goofy. . enough of the formalities. I'm here to answer a popular question. 

"So Mr. Thomas. . what is your idea of the perfect woman?" lol 

KERI HILSON, KERI HILSON, KERI HILSON, KERI HILSON

lol sike naw I'm jokin. but just in case Keri reads this or some that know her does.

KERI HILSON I REALLY DO LOVE YOU AND I WOULD LOVE TO BE YA MAN!!!

now since that's out the way, lemme just say that i am not perfect lol. like really.

i got 99 problems and a chick aint one. like really i have a lot of issues to work with and im far from perfect.

like really i got sucky communication issues. and at times thats a huge down fall for the kid, ya know?

omg I'm also spoiled lol. like i want everything my way. but i know the art of compromise, so im not impossible.

but on some true real shit. . i really dont ask much in a female for real.

i want a chick that's gonna be cool with what i do. like im a pothead and i dont want a chick thats gonna down me all the time for smokin weed, ya know? like she dont have to smoke. . but just respect what i do.

KERI, IF YOU'RE STILL READING THIS, I WANT YOU TO KNOW I LOVE YOU =]

but really. i want a chick that's mature. . with a sense of humor. basically knows when to be serious and when so joke.

i also want a chick that's a go getter. like she doesnt rely on me for nothing but is able to play the grown woman role. cause nobody like gold diggers lol. at the same time, i want her able to make time for her man fo real.

i'd also appreciate if she was a music lover. . cause i love music. its like cake for the ears for real lol.

the biggest thing im looking for is a chick that respects herself. Meaning she takes care of herself and takes care of herself. like she gotta have the confidence to be herself and not the images the media depicts today.

i want a smart chick tho. because sex is cool and all. . but from time to time i like to converse about important things. 

and last but not least. . a chick that's completely honest. about any and everything. because it's hard to trust people nowadays. like crazy people are made. . not born. and that's one of the ways to make somebody crazy for real. all those lies become some type of reality world for them and they forget they live on earth lol.

KERI IF YOU'RE DONE READING THIS, I REALLY REALLY LOVE THO LOL.

welp this concludes another blog. maybe the one im destined to be with is reading this, maybe not. 

but until then BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE lol

Pardon My Thoughts, But. .

Ok so it’s like 1:16 am, January 21, 2010 and I’m just laying here, wide awoke.
One of the things that are going through my mind is my race.
For one, I hate the term “African American” because it’s inaccurate.
I say this because it’s a scientific fact the over time blood line dilutes and begins a new cycle.
Therefore, most of the black people in today’s America are just Black Americans.
With that said, I want to give my view on us as a people.
First of I want to say we are an amazing race. We made so many contributions to this country and we came so far from where we started.
But it’s like we’re still basic. We still maintain that slave mentality. For one we always attack each other. Always at each other’s throats. Like seriously, other races look out for each other and help each other. The Chinese people always look out for each other in the hoods. The Latinos stay together. Shit there is like 4 generations in one house. I’m not saying they’re perfect. I’m just saying we need to be a little bit more together like our ancestors. Instead of knocking each other, we need to build each other up and look out for one another. I bet yall didn’t know that hip-hop/rap was the only genre that actually does beef. People in rock and country don’t make diss songs. They do songs together and get money. So why must we constantly attack each other? Why must we be so quick to judge somebody because their opinion or lifestyle is different from what we think? Honestly it all just needs to stop. I know I can’t change the world with my blogs, but if I can help at least one person see then this blog is not in vain.

Me and My preference of light skin girls

alright so like i catch mad head cause i love light skin girls

i mean dog, how can you get mad at what i like?

that's like getting mad because i like frosted flakes.

or cause i like reese's cups but not hershy bars.

like really? i dont even know why I'm typing this blog lol.

But seriously, my first crush I ever had, was white.

And  this was way back when in kindergarten.

Like most of my upbringing I was around light skin people.

And truth be told, light skin girls act different from darker girls.

That's right, it's like a whole new species for real.

And plus. . I'm light skin lol.

So of course I'm going to be attracted to my own kind.

But I really don't understand why people get mad when I say I prefer light skin chicks.

Like dog, really? You're gonna get me at me cause of what I prefer?

But all in all, even thought I PREFER light skin females,

I will talk to any female as long as she cool and not crazy.

Welp that concludes another blog. Thanks for reading

- Hazey Mac

The Atonement if Kevin Thomas

Before I write this blog, i want to thank everybody who reads these blogs.
Like really, i really really appreciate yall taking time out yall day to pick my brain.

Who am I? I am who I desire to be and what the higher power's will is for me to be.
I am the pink sheep of my family. The one who prays at night to be normal.
Determined to be everything that distinguishes me from the rest of humanity.
I am an Aries, rude, nonchalant, happy go lucky, optimistic and weird individual.
Like really, who says half the shit i say? Who does half the shit i do?
My friends call me a weirdo. .because i have this fatal disease, its terrible.
Its called "leap before u look" syndrome. It's a killer, it really is.
As far as connections with other humans, its kinda hard for me.
But females is another story. Like its really hard for me to have relationships with girls.Because 1 I didnt have the best relationship with my mother. It was kinda rocky and difficult in the beginning.
They say if you have a bad relationship with your mom, nine times outta ten you'll have relationship problems.
Another reason is because when I fell in love for the first time, I was dumb young, like 14.
And at that age, I didnt even know who i truly was, let alone what love really is.
When things didnt work out the way i wanted it to, I took it as a pretty hard lost.
So I promised myself I would do everything I can to make sure I never felt that pain again.
So in actuality I subconsciously do things to push people away for avoid being hurt or taking a loss.
I mean other niggas, i can talk to, have a friendship with whatever and that's not a problem.
( lmao wow at me just realizing this) But yeah, I have relationship anxiety.
But don't get it twisted. I'm the most loyal, trustworthy, loving compassionate friend you could ever have.
I'm a  good person at heart but just like everybody else, I tend to make a few mistakes . . or just fuck up a lot.