so like. . its about ( looks at my watch) 5:56pm right now. like really im just goin off the top with this post.
i feel pretty good in life right now. .like im 20, no kids, in the navy and life is cool. i mean i just lost my momz (figuretifly speakin acourse). so does that make me an orphan? (lol). but seriously... i been really contemplating.
and like wow. i just have so many thoughts and ideas nobody will understand. im not saying God doesn't exist. but i be wondering, when i pray, who do i actually pray to? like who hears my prayers? but i do believe in God.
i mean there gotta be somebody up there lookin out for me cause i shoulda been dead a while ago. ok now we off that (drake voice haha). but uhh im tryna teeder todder my personal space and relationships with women. i mean, how can u love somebody when that somebody dont love themselves? i do the best i can tho. everybody deserves a shot at respect. i mean i do what i can to be a good man. they say the best teacher in life is mistakes. if u cant learn from ur mistakes, ur doomed to make em again. ahem. but uhh yeah. . like i said. im doin alotta balance right now. like im tryna balance between being Haze -A- Million and Kevin Thomas (i know yall like this guy a skitzo). but uhmm right now i just got a alotta things goin on, ya know.
but all in all i think in the end it will be worth it. . . shwam!
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